Buddhists talk about Doubt as one of the “five hindrances”. It’s important to distinguish between two different ways we use the English word doubt. The first is helpful: it’s about inquiry, investigation, and examination. We shouldn’t automatically believe or disbelieve things we hear, we should be curious - that kind of doubt is helpful. That’s what the robin in today’s photo is doing: he is just thinking “is there anything I can eat here?

Some days you just feel sad. Things might be going ok at work, the family are in truth at least somewhat lovely (all things considered), maybe it’s even stopped raining for twenty minutes and the sun has come out, but for whatever reason, you’re not feeling it at all. Maybe you were feeling ok yesterday, maybe yesterday wasn’t so good either, but today definitely isn’t up to the mark. And you know what?

One of the wonders of Life is the constant unexpectedness of it all. A long time ago, when I was driving along a road I knew very well, and had driven for years, I came around a corner and was confronted by the sight of a very large pig, just standing in the middle of the road. I just about managed to avoid the embarrassment of a pig-related insurance claim, pulled over, and soon found that it had escaped from a nearby farm.

What do you think of yourself in the world? How do you compare yourself to those around you? Do you remember all the bad things you’ve done in your life, all the mean things you said? Could you write a list of them? Is it a long list, or a very long one? There are two answers to this: the first is that no, you can’t remember doing any bad things, and you’re a brilliant person.

These are the difficult times. When we can make a difference, to ourselves and others, by what we do in the moment.

Every day, we start the day with a certain set of expectations, and our own set of strengths and weaknesses to bring to bear on them. Some days seem to work out ok, while others just seem to run off track, despite our best intentions.

One of the things you’ll recognise about yourself if you are at all self-aware is that you’re somewhat of a different person this year, compared to a few years ago. You’ve perhaps had a few knocks, maybe a couple of lucky breaks, and you’ve learned from these experiences, and you’ve changed. Some of this is going to be for the better, and some of it is likely for the worse - we all age, get sick, end up in a ridiculous fight with our loved ones about who’s turn it is to walk the dog in the rain or whatever.